Hello February!
Hopefully this is the month my child will be born. Holy shit Batman! I think I’m going to resolve my infertility! This month! Whoa…..
I know everyone wants a report on my ta-ta’s, and well they are still going. I do have to say that the Pump In Style is like the worst boyfriend you ever had in your whole life. In the morning, when one would think you would get the most milk, nada. Then just when you are about to try and get your money bank putting it on craigslist, suddenly you are getting record setting sessions. Pure evil I tell you.
Other than the diabolical pump, I am acting all like an expectant mother. Complete with crying jags and scared to death I will suck at this. I’m nervous and elated, excited and scared to death. I can’t believe I ever said no way to adoption, refused to consider it for so long. Now I have a wonderful new friend in my life who I hope will let me be a mother to her child. To think when I was so scared of birthparents, I now look forward to being one of two mothers.
To think it might all happen this month.
You sound like you are absolutely glowing! And why shouldn’t you be? You’ll soon be a mama!
I heart this post.
February is gonna be a seriously kick ass month.